Thoughts

Hey ya'll!!
I just like to say ya'll have tugged on my heart yet again.  I've listened and watched and looked at pictures of this year's Grin kids, which I have never done in the past and I'm holding back tears as I write this.  It might be because I'm pregnant and I'm fragile, but I don't think so.  When I first found out I was pregnant I thought "Lord what have I done" and hope that I have a boy since my immediate family is all girls.  This past Friday my boyfriend and I went to our first ultrasound since finding out and my heart dropped seeing my child jump around and wave it's arms inside the womb.  Looking at those families and those children who have struggles everyday it makes me feel terrible.  Now, I thank God that I am healthy and ask him that my first unborn child is healthy as well.  I have realized no matter if I planned this pregnancy or if this baby is a boy or a girl God has blessed me with this child. 
God bless those families,  God bless those Grin Kids and God bless you the Ace and TJ crew.  You have opened my eyes to what is really important in life and just when you think you have it bad someone else might have it worse.